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and once again, i was fooled by you. for some reason i had to answer to you; thinking something was wrong; and you broke me all over again. i needed you last night, i needed you to talk to me, just about stupid nothings to make me less angry and yet again, i get a call when your too fucked up to function. when i need you the most; your no where to be found. you remember me when your a mess and i need to forget you. you are no longer my friend, you are no longer who i call my bestfriend. just an exboyfriend who happend to be my first real relationship, friendship, love and bestfriend. you are no longer apart of my everyday life and i have to keep reminding myself of this. i have to say goodbye to you, not because i want to; but because the sean i know and want in my life no longer exists. he is dead; just like the girl i used to be.