pamala anderson

"I am what I am and I'm a horrible liar. I can't do it. I'm just very candid." Pamela Anderson

truth. all i do is find myself lying more and more. i woke up and lied to my bestfriend about hanging out today. then to my boyfriend about hanging out at a family party when it was all bands from our school and friends. then i lied about smoking ciggs sense the last time i did it and said i would stop because i got so sick. but since then ive dragged twice from mikes and megan gave me one the other day. i get so upset and i cant help it. its stress and anger. im hypacritical and i want to get out. it helps me feel better even though its bad. smoke makes me sick to my stomach when i second hand breathe it. but when its me i could care less. i hate it. i hate myself.