dreams die hard.

"Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for.”
- Epicuros

truth. i had a dream last night and you were in it. you were sitting inside at a table and i snuck up on you anf flung my arms around you. i had the biggest smile and the best feeling again. then i had to go t o the bathroom and when i came back to where you were you left. i couldnt even give you what i made you. i guess my life will never come back together. i woke up and i cant lose that memory. i want to see you i want to be able to run and jump on you and give you the biggest hug like i used to. i want to be able to hangout with you and i want you to see that im your bestfriend not just you say it but acctaully know that i am here for you all the time. i need you though i need you to be there for me. i need you to be my friend back. i need you to come back to who you used to be. when the you come back and we are the same people we used to be il be here. il be waiting until the end of time.