helen keller

"Avoiding danger is no safer in the long run than outright exposure. The fearful are caught as often as the bold." - Helen Keller

truth. i need to stop being so scared of the world around me. i need to start living the way i was ment to live. i need to wake up and be the right person. i need to smile and laugh for real. i need to be with my real friends and not leave them behind. i need to love all the time and be a normal person without sadness all the time. i need to forget about things and let people go. i need to take risks and i need to take challenges. i can do better than what i apply myself to but i chose to take the easy way out. i need to realize i have people backing me up forever. i need to live spontaniously like i used to. i need to learn from my past. i need to see what other people see when they look at me. i need to change myself to better my life. frankly im content with who i am now but in reality in not good enough for most people. i envy the way people have passion for things in their lives. i enjoy listening to mellow music. i am proud of people who have dreams. i envy other peoples talents. i sit back and watch talk shows and wonder if i will be able to help or save people that ask for my help or advise.i wonder if i can make in impact on someone elses life. my life is a disaster and all i want is my bestfriend back in my arms. and my boyfriend by my side, backing me up.