I know that I don't say how much I love you or how much you mean to me enough. I know I write it but these words are unread by anyone but me. I know that I shouldn't hide behind my blogs anymore but I enjoy the thrill of knowing that there's a place where my secrets and feelings are kept quiet. I don't think about my future much; I'd rather live day to day but I want you in this future of mine that is unknown. Idk where I'm going or how long it will take me to get there but I want to plan accordingly to you and your aspirations. You make me happy when no one else does and you make me mad when everyone else is happy around me. Were not the prefect couple but you make me forget and move forward. This relationship reminds me of what I thought I used to have; a bestfriend, reality, love, happiness and I couldn't ask for more. Sometimes were a step ahead when other times were two steps back but most of the time were in sync with each other. I love you and I believe in you and i know that you can do whatever you set your mind to. Your a fighter, your strong and I don't think you see that most of the time. I will always be here, whatever position I am in your life; il be here when you need me. As long as you let me, I'm staying. I'm not leaving you; I will not leave you. David you are my life now, and I will be your friend for as long as you need me to be.