These words are more important to me than I realize. Watching one tree hill reminds me of my past my present and my future. I know what I want; or at least I believe that I do. And that keeps me satisfied. I love you babe, but just like everyone else; you don't appreciate my blogs and my honest, so here I am again, writing about how much I love you, someplace you will never see with words you will never read. This was meant for me; why didn't i listen to myself?