Djk

I forgot what it was like to be in love. I forgot who I really was; because I havent been myself in 5 years. I know that I am happy and I know that I am put together again. I know that if or when this relationship fails, I will once again being a mess and i will once again have to pick up my own pieces. I am happy and I wish that Sean could see it. I wish that I could see him happy because that is ultimately why i let him go. I needed sanity and dignity, I needed to move forward and I wouldnt want it to have happened with anyone else. I never expected or thought in a million years that me and Dave would be together. but now, i cant imagine my life without him. Just like anyone else; i want him to be happy and no matter what role i play in his life, i wish him nothing but happiness because everyone deserves to be happy. i never get bored with him and there is not a day where i am just satisfied with him. He is perfect to me and he makes me smile on my worst days. we fight and our relationship isnt perfect but together we are strong and i think that deep down we know that if all else fails; we have eachother. David, if there is one thing that you get out of knowing me and being with me, i hope that it is that you deserve the best, you deserve to be loved and find love, you deserve success and happiness. and if there is one thing that you pull out of this relationship i hope that it is that i love you, and that you saved me. i hope that you know and believe that i want to be with you and only you. i hope that you see where my heart is and realize how far i have come from my past. i want to thank you for everything you have done for me. i can never thank you enough; i will always love you. forever david.