I wish you were here Sean. I wish I knew my purpose in life because with you gone; I'm lost again. I thought I had it somewhat figured out. I feel like I'm wasting my time with Dave. Most days it's like I'm in this on my own and when I finally give up is when he starts to notice and care about losing me. I need consistency and I need love. No one ever loved me like you do. No one ever will. You've proven yourself to me time and time again I just wish you were still here so I can tell you it didn't go unnoticed and you always had a chance. I've loved you since I was 15 and il love you until the day that i die. No one will ever take the place your heart resides in mine. I need you junior. I can't wait to see you- make sure I go wherever you are. Love you so much.