I haven't figured out how I lucked out in life this much. I haven't figured out how it's possible to be so incredibly happy after everything I've encountered,been through and seen. I have my days where I am sad and where I am brought back to  two years ago when I last saw my best friend. Just like everything else that had to do with us, I remember our last year together perfectly. I cannot thank you enough for all the love and support you've given me. I can't imagine what my life would be like if there was never you. Sean, you gave me the best gift besides yourself; you gave me the bravery to move forward from losing you with the most amazing human I've come across since you. I am so incredibly happy to be so in love with Matthew and I love you so much for letting that happen for me. It's not often that I take the time to write anymore but I want to, I feel the urge to write but can never find the words. I am forever thankful for the life I have. I am forever grateful for the woman I've become thanks to you.