Rip seany

Sean always knew what to say when I needed him; even when everyone else was afraid to say what they felt. Me and Sean just clicked and I think everyone could see that. Regardless of our past; Sean and me always remained friends, always stayed in touch, whether or not people liked it. There wasn't a chance in people breaking us apart; we just knew that when it came down to it we had each others back before anyone else's. I've never loved someone the way I love Sean. He has a piece of me that no one else could ever take away. He's my first love, my first real boyfriend; we grew up together and put our feelings aside to become best friends bc I couldn't bare life without him and I like to think it was the same for him. Sean had so much to give to life; he had such passion for success and this disease stripped our Sean away from us. I will carry our memories and secrets with me forever like I have these last 8 years. No one really understands me and Sean or our friendship or connection to each other. His family now understands with his help over the last couple years what I really meant to Sean. And over the last year I think I've proven how much Sean has meant to me. I can't imagine what his family is going through, I can't put myself in their shoes. But i hope to always have them in my life. I miss Sean every single

Day; I had such high hopes for him and I know he wanted to be home, to be with his family... And me. Who knows what the future could have brought us, I will never forgive myself for not going out to visit him more often in Oswego. And now il never know what could have been. My best friend, the one person In the whole world who knew me better than I knew myself, is gone. What am I going to do now? No one will ever take the place of Sean, it's impossible. He was just my person. I love you Sean David jr. I always will. Always be by my side; I can't take on this life without you. 093006 ❤️