I wish Sean was here; everyday with me. Because I've never had someone who loved me as much as Sean. It breaks my heart to know il never have my best friend back. It breaks my heart to think I will never see him or hug him again. I just want to be whole again. I just want to stop hurting and crying. I want to have the love of my life back- I need him back. I wish he took me with him; I wish he could have seen things differently. I guess I wish I could have changed a lot. Everyday gets harder and harder and I get closer to trying to be where you are. I couldn't love something more than I've loved you. Ive loved you since I was 15 years old and I've never gotten that back. Keep watching over me; be with me. Visit me more because I need you.