Friday, January 6, 2017

1/5 &1/6

I tried Aerial Yoga for the first time today (1/5/2017) I loved it!  I think that my goal for 2017 is to be more creative with my workouts, and to try out new things relating to fitness, and my wellness. I want my health to be top priority, especially if Matthew and myself plan to start a family in the future. My other goal for 2017, is to write more. I know, I've said that so many times before; but I want to remember my life, I want to have something to hold onto. I am so prideful of the entries in my high school journals and even the blogs from beyond those times. All these posts remind me of the happy times, the love I've felt, they've gotten me through my parents divorce, my breakups. Its been a scrapbook of memories and thoughts that I keep safe within myself. I would like to bring all of them together; like a timeline; and organize my life from when I started writing- up until today. This of course will take an abundance of time but it is something that I am so passionate about. At 25 years old, I often find myself trying to reflect on my life this far and I want to take 2017 and cleanse my life. Rebuild my happiness, and fully grieve over my loss of Sean Jr.; try to really start fresh with Matthew again and get back to the healthy "team" we used to be. I don't believe in "new year, new me" because I truly love who I am, because I am the girl that I used to be, with a mix of the woman that I've become. I just want to get back to being healthy again.

Tuesday, January 3, 2017

2017

I don't specifically have a "New Year's Resolution" because I make goals all year round.  My mind works in such a different way than the people around me. Sometimes I am such a dreamer, when others I am a realist. I don't expect a new year to bring me anything different to my life than what i bring to myself. I am hopeful that my relationship will turn around and bring Matthew and myself back on the same page. I am hopeful that my job will continue to progress at this company now that I have graduated. My plan is to continue to grow as a woman, as a girlfriend, and a person. I just want to be better than I used to be. I want to continue to crush my fitness goals, whatever they may be. I just want to be happy again, and remain happy.